<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[NOTES ETC by Camilla Howalt]]></title><description><![CDATA[NOTES ETC is a paid art blog by Camilla Howalt]]></description><link>https://notes.camillahowalt.net</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!W4n2!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc3d02cef-c479-4088-8e1d-8ca8f0048947_1287x1284.jpeg</url><title>NOTES ETC by Camilla Howalt</title><link>https://notes.camillahowalt.net</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Mon, 13 Apr 2026 02:17:52 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://notes.camillahowalt.net/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[Camilla Howalt]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[camillahowalt@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[camillahowalt@substack.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[Camilla Howalt]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[Camilla Howalt]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[camillahowalt@substack.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[camillahowalt@substack.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[Camilla Howalt]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[WALLS THAT SPEAK]]></title><description><![CDATA[Speaking to Brick Walls]]></description><link>https://notes.camillahowalt.net/p/walls-that-speak-493</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://notes.camillahowalt.net/p/walls-that-speak-493</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Camilla Howalt]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 16 Oct 2025 11:01:52 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!crQm!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F66918a6c-1b6b-403f-ac95-b68d69925a31_1200x970.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This blog post about frescoes, by Camilla Howalt, explores how walls carry stories, from ancient frescoes to Renaissance masterpieces. It provides an overview of the pigments, myths, and symbolic narratives that give walls their presence, highlighting Giotto, Cimabue, and Byzantine icons, and considers how walls continue to speak through mark-making and memory into the 20th century.</p><p><strong>Writings about art &#8226; on my <a href="https://www.camillahowalt.net/artarium">paid blog</a>:</strong></p><p>&#8594; <em>Enter the ARTARIUM <a href="https://www.camillahowalt.net/artarium">Archive</a> via my website</em></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!crQm!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F66918a6c-1b6b-403f-ac95-b68d69925a31_1200x970.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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Subscribe for free to receive notifications of new posts, general art updates, and to support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[ON THE EDGE OF THE WORK]]></title><description><![CDATA[On practice]]></description><link>https://notes.camillahowalt.net/p/on-the-edge-of-the-work</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://notes.camillahowalt.net/p/on-the-edge-of-the-work</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Camilla Howalt]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 26 Sep 2025 11:16:10 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!6Wzx!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5ccea775-e380-40be-bc2b-41f876ac1ca8_2448x3060.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>There are moments in the studio when the work seems to move on its own. That which through the artist emerges as raw and magnetic - is perhaps even beautiful but also deeply unsettling and at times terrifying. In this blog post, Camilla Howalt reflects on the panic, shame, fear of intimacy and exhilaration that arise when creativity transcends control, revealing that the true practice lies in showing up and embracing the presence of the work itself.</p><p><strong>Writings about art &#8226; on my <a href="https://www.camillahowalt.net/artarium">paid blog</a>:</strong></p><p>&#8594; <em>Enter the ARTARIUM <a href="https://www.camillahowalt.net/artarium">Archive</a> via my website</em></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!6Wzx!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5ccea775-e380-40be-bc2b-41f876ac1ca8_2448x3060.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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Subscribe for free to receive notifications of new posts, general art updates, and to support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Maps of Joint Dis•ease]]></title><description><![CDATA[A Research Residency]]></description><link>https://notes.camillahowalt.net/p/maps-of-joint-disease</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://notes.camillahowalt.net/p/maps-of-joint-disease</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Camilla Howalt]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 22 Aug 2025 07:27:47 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zHex!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff3db393b-ddd7-488c-9a32-93aeacc1f6a9_1414x2000.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em><strong>Four Weeks in The Danish Institute in Rome</strong></em></p><p>In this NOTES ETC blog post, Camilla Howalt&#8217;s <em>Maps of Joint Dis&#8226;ease</em> project explores how memory and experience leave traces in material, merging ideas of classical and contemporary  fresco techniques with photographic transfers during a forthcoming Rome residency.</p><p><strong>Writings about art - on my <a href="https://www.camillahowalt.net/artarium">paid blo</a>g:</strong></p><p>&#8594; <em>Enter the ARTARIUM <a href="https://www.camillahowalt.net/artarium">Archive</a> here:</em></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" 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stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">Photo of one of the sketches accompanying my application for the Rome residency (2024) by Camilla Howalt / <a href="https://www.camillahowalt.net/notes-subscription">PRESS IMAGE TO SIGN UP TO NOTES &gt; &gt;</a></figcaption></figure></div><p></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://notes.camillahowalt.net/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thank you for reading 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Using homophones like <em>llama/lama</em>, <em>monk/mink</em>, and <em>otter/other</em>, she reveals subtle poetic gaps where presence emerges not from resolution but from paradox. Through grids, fruit, and symbolic interplay, the text invites us into spaces where the natural and the cultural, the sensual and the ascetic, co-exist in unresolved, generative tension.</p><p><strong>Writings about art - on my <a href="https://www.camillahowalt.net/artarium">paid blog</a>:</strong></p><p>&#8594; <em>Enter the ARTARIUM <a href="https://www.camillahowalt.net/artarium">Archive</a> here:</em></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Ua3h!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5becd829-dfa5-4439-803d-bfb0deb0d0de_1200x1200.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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In this reflective essay, a vivid dream of a parrot by the Copenhagen lakes becomes a lens for exploring how memory, longing, and imagination intertwine. Through the figure of the bird - bright, strutting, and gently impossible - we encounter the shift from idealisation to integration, from projection to creative agency.</p><p><em>This is not a story about escape, but about return.</em> To a place, a voice, a self that no longer needs to reach outward to be in dialogue. The dream becomes a quiet map - a philosophical artefact - for those navigating complex relationships with memory, art, and the creatures that guide us.</p><p><strong>Writings about art - on my <a href="https://www.camillahowalt.net/artarium">paid blog</a>:</strong></p><p>&#8594; <em>Enter the ARTARIUM <a href="https://www.camillahowalt.net/artarium">Archive</a></em></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!hqIa!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F10655b89-0dc4-4dbe-a48e-5e53ec1df5ab_4032x3024.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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Drawing from ancient etching practices, personal cosmology, and the loaded resonance of the pomegranate, the work weaves together themes of memory, ritual, and descent - opening a contemplative space where beauty and grief intersect.</p><p><strong>Writings about art - on my <a href="https://www.camillahowalt.net/artarium">paid blog</a>:</strong></p><p>&#8594; <em>Enter the artarium <a href="https://www.camillahowalt.net/artarium">Archive</a></em></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!wWg2!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fea211617-5dc7-4545-9c9c-8c25ab255108_1320x1320.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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